♪♫♬ Zihuatanejo Dreamin' ™♬♪

After a month running around in Europe, I found that I was so amazed by the power of language. Very very much so. By saying that, I didn't mean English or some other particular language but all kinds of them. German, Italian, British-English, Slovakian, Hungarian, even French, and all others that I've been hearing in the past 4 weeks. They are fascinating, indeed. It's also fun to see so many people don't even give a shit to the "world language".

Well, when I was in elementary school I was even thinking learning English is such a stupid shit. But now I feel like I am willing to conquer more of them. To be tri-lingual or qua-lingual or whatever is the goal for now. Probably I will choose Italian and Spanish for the next a few years. This is exactly the spirit of traveling, which is keeping yourself open-minded. To see the past and the future not just some pretty stuff. John Dillinger said, it' not important that where you came from, the important is where you are going for. I realized that my mind 'd never been as open as now. Like I was never interested in Latin culture at all and would never touch down there. But now I am planning on setting my foot in the Latin world as my next adventure. Not Mexico but lower, like Chile or Peru. Well, I guess seeing the world is really what I am doing in my 20s.

Some times you meet people during your trips. That also helps. You 'll see how others explore the world. I was surprised that I met a few from a lot of different corners in the world this time. Although I still don't like to be tied to a group, occasionally meeting people is a blast. And I found German girls are really beautiful, like gorgeous, stylish-oriented, not like American girls who are slutty-oriented. LOL. Once again, the spirit, open your mind.

I 'll be off to Europe for a month. Is anyone still in these countries? Drop me a message. We shall meet up then.

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By the way,
1. Megan Fox is too hot to be true.
2. People die. So does MJ. That's why. So please save it!

现在的美国真的不是三年前刚来时候的那个美国了，经济已经衰退到了几十年来最差，股市缩水一半儿，萧条成马。本来今年毕业后继续读书的计划也没能成型，我也走上了找工作的两万五千里。我跟父母说困难时期只能跟美国人同舟共济了，他们说那美国人能想着你么。死肯定是一起死，活过来的时候那就真难说了。
其实真说不上来美国这地儿有什么好，我原来老跟人家吹牛B，说我家不是小地方儿的也不是山里的，让我回北京没什么不情愿的，比广大美国牛B多了，我不会像很多老中一样死乞白赖在这儿赖着。但是现在真到了回家成为一种现实的选择的时候，我却不像原来吹的那么硬气。让我又回到怪胎丛生的清华园儿，又朝九晚五不定在写字楼里碰见哪个幼儿园同学的工作，我不乐意。我喜欢没有回忆的生活，喜欢生活在零起点、没有过去的地方，可以时不时的start over。所以美国吸引了我，永远都是新生活，代价就是你总漂泊在不知道明天发生什么的恐慌或是惊喜里，目前暂时是恐慌，明天晚上在哪儿睡觉心里真都没谱儿。
我对即将发生的半年到一年有些失望，或者很失望。但是getting older也让我觉得我们禁得起失望了，至少很快可以从泥潭里走出来。多年以后回头看也许感到庆幸当年有些事并没有work out。又是一个零起点的机会。还有，车祸之后我没有变傻，现在也算是活第二遍了。
这两天时不时想起冬天在澳洲时候对马伯乐的承诺，2010年圣诞作为美洲的东道主。我正在努力捍卫。

Fuck Slumdog Millionaire! Fuck Indian! Fuck Japanese!
Fuck Indian again!
Fuck it!

A car accident simply changed my life in last 24 hours. Now I guess that I am running a second chance, I mean all the things.
Never been close to death that much. Actually I could die. No kidding. That moment, at most half a second, was already engraved on my memory and extremely hard to get over. It was too real and fresh.
We never know how good or bad our luck can be but still wonder. We can also play "what if" all day long, but life does not take it at all. So what if I did lose the chance to talk to you again, to hug you, to see your face? What if there was a "what if" that you didn't want this time? I feel lucky. I feel thankful that I am still alive although collapsed, emotionally, after all the shaken-up. Lives are turning to be so fragile compared to all others. Superstition, deja vu, fate, whatever it is.
I do believe things happen for specific reasons. They stop you going somewhere then lead you to where you are supposed to be. And that's how you find out all answers. It has changed the way I see the world, in many good ways. I really appreciate a lot now. Hope it will come to my personality eventually, by taking out some anger.
Since I am starting it over, I am running it without regrets.