A car accident simply changed my life in last 24 hours. Now I guess that I am running a second chance, I mean all the things.
Never been close to death that much. Actually I could die. No kidding. That moment, at most half a second, was already engraved on my memory and extremely hard to get over. It was too real and fresh.
We never know how good or bad our luck can be but still wonder. We can also play "what if" all day long, but life does not take it at all. So what if I did lose the chance to talk to you again, to hug you, to see your face? What if there was a "what if" that you didn't want this time? I feel lucky. I feel thankful that I am still alive although collapsed, emotionally, after all the shaken-up. Lives are turning to be so fragile compared to all others. Superstition, deja vu, fate, whatever it is.
I do believe things happen for specific reasons. They stop you going somewhere then lead you to where you are supposed to be. And that's how you find out all answers. It has changed the way I see the world, in many good ways. I really appreciate a lot now. Hope it will come to my personality eventually, by taking out some anger.
Since I am starting it over, I am running it without regrets.